the last few days were simply crazy. F1 for the whole weekend, followed by a disgusting movie with jackson, shopping with kel and today, i went to work!
yup! i got a job! finally! its V's aunt's company. and i think today, i had a record breaking paper cutting work! i cut 8 hours of paper today! CAN U IMAGINE! 8 HOURS!!! i am just paid to do that man. boring but easy money.
tml is jeff's wedding! OMG. i feel so happy for him! yay! its a garden party! cant wait.
i feel like gg supper later.. sigh..
Friday, September 26, 2008 @ 11:01 AM
crazy me is so so so excited abt F1 race later on!
but the down side to all, i have to miss youth service today.
anyway, after eating fish soup at bugis, we headed at shaw for ice cream then to sky garden to have some stupid fun. last night was awesome. had a crazy phototaking night. here are some for preview.
(pls forgive my 2 mega pixel camera)
many more in my folder but too lazy to upload and all. ask me from msn guys.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008 @ 9:20 PM
currently, i am trying to distract myself from the pain that is going on within my tummy.
i tried re-watching camp rock i tried looking at blogs i tried msging people now i am trying to blog.
did i tell you abt camp rock????!?!! JONAS BROTHERS ARE TO DIE FOR. seriously. i so love that show. omg. thanks glenn! i went to do some search on them and found this youtube video. its funny!
Saturday, September 20, 2008 @ 2:37 AM
i am glad to be back again with him.
2 simple songs and i broke down to cry like a child again. he got me to remember thats what he has called me to be. not be a leader in your ministry, a boss in your company, the top student in your school. yes, those are good and necessary but secondary. your first utmost calling is still unto Him and only him. without him, i will never be satisfied. not because i am obssessd. but simply, who is willing to settle for the second best, when u know u can have the best? the best i can ever have is not just any great leader/friend but the grestest leader/friend of all time- jesus christ.
get back to your primary calling-the worship unto jesus christ.
title: so you would come
BEFORE THE WORLD BEGIN YOU WERE ON HIS MIND AND EVERY TEAR YOU CRIED IS PRECIOUS IN HIS EYES BECAUSE OF HIS GREAT LOVE HE GAVE HIS ONLY SON EVERY THING WAS DONE SO YOU WOULD COME
NOTHING YOU CAN DO TO MAKE HIM LOVE YOU MORE AND NOTHING THAT YOU'VE DONE COULD MAKE HIM CLOSE THE DOOR BECAUSE OF HIS GREAT LOVE HE GIVE HIS ONLY SON EVERY THING WAS DONE SO YOU WOULD COME
COME TO THE FATHER THOUGH YOUR GIFT IS SMALL BROKEN HEARTS, BROKEN LIVES HE WILL TAKE THEM ALL THE POWER OF THE WORD THE POWER OF HIS BLOOD EVERYTHING WAS DONE SO YOU WOULD COME
title: father's love
GREAT IS YOUR LOVE ABBA FATHER YOU’RE MY SALVATION FROM ABOVE JESUS, YOU’RE MORE THAN I DESERVE YOUR LOVE RESCUED ME
HUMBLY YOU CAME INTO THIS WORLD LAID DOWN YOUR LIFE AND CHOSE TO SERVE JUST AS I AM WITHOUT ONE PLEA YOUR LOVE RESCUED ME
YOU ARE MY SAVIOUR MY GREAT REDEEMER AND BY YOUR BLOOD NOW I CAN BE FREE YOU ARE MY SAVIOUR MY LOVING FATHER FOR ALL ETERNITY WORSHIP YOUR MAJESTY
i need a new breakthrough. i will be back with more. something is burning. i just know it.
:)
Thursday, September 18, 2008 @ 11:27 AM
just woke up not too long ago. wait. i am not that big a lazy bone. yh actually msged me one day at i think about 11pm telling me, "are u awake? i guess you must be still sleeping." hahahas. i am so gg to wallop him up. hahahas.
i am in a midst of a decision for 2 jobs offer. hmmm.. i dont know which one should i go for.
2) part time waitress @ cheesecake cafe, my guess is $5/hour ( shift work)
the thing is... to go back to terrapinn its a dread! i hate the boss there! seriously. and the job is boring with a capital B. but i cant deny the high pay and office hours.
part time at waitress means shoter working time=lesser money and shift work means i can imgaine gg home at night kind.. which.. i dont really like.. and the pay is........ hmmm......... but i can still work at option 2 even when school start.. so its longer term as compared to option 1.
or
3) dont work at all.
not possible. unless i get something gg at home.. :(
ok.. you know i am not a fan of chinese songs, but i heard this on the radio when i accidentally press on 93.3. elva, chong dong. i like.. hahahs
anyway, F1! i am excited! gg training on sunday and next weekend is real race!! hahahs. thank God sam is in the same group as i. hahahas
Monday, September 15, 2008 @ 12:11 PM
i am officially hired as a maid for my house.
hahhas. i managed to dry my sis' comforter and bedsheet a few moments ago and i feel so proud of myself *pats*
mum actually asked me to sweep and mop the floor too.. hmm.. that i will consider later on.. i dont like housework! but since my part time maid couldnt make it today, i would have to take on this responsibility as currently, i am the only one unemployed at home. poor me.
i dont like the feeling of unemployment.
dear God, pls hear me.
guess what! i had my record breaking sleep yesterday! i woke up at only 3pm!! i am amazed at how i am evolving into a lazy bone.
Thursday, September 11, 2008 @ 12:41 AM
i just got back my exam results!!!
once again, God did above and beyond what i expected!
i know my whole blog will look disgusting after i post that picture, but i too happy to even care abt it!
hopefully you guys can see my grades. the lastest one is the one below and my GPA 3.53 is on top.
i am really glad and overjoyed because all i can say at the end of the day is that my God is the God of the impossible!
let me share with you my story...
for my HR subject, it is actually a PBL subject, problem based learning. which means, the grading system goes like 70% coursework & 30% exam. if you know, i am stronger in papers as compared to projects, thus, it is difficult.
i had my coursework 1, worked really really hard and my group overall got a C. you bet that i was disappointed and upset. i nearly gave up but still held on to work hard. coursework 2 we fair much better with an overall of B. i had my midsem test in between coursework 1 & 2, i scrape through with a B. like.. just nice a B kind of marks. i didnt understand why. cos i worked really hard for this subject. i just couldnt get my A.
then my teacher gave me my coursework grade, B. and she addded on saying those who got a B for coursework, its just low Bs. so its hard for those who get a B for coursework to get an A overall. i calculated with matt one day at the computer lab. i realised, i need to get almost full marks for my paper to get my an A overall for HR. he said, "its impossible!" at first i thought so.. but i chose to believe, "ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE TO HIM WHO BELIEVES!"
as days went by and i shared with a few people of how i am aiming to get full marks for my HR paper so i can get my A.. everyone told me,"it cant be done." some even laughed at my silliness. matt kept saying that i cant do it till i had to point my umbrella at him one day and asked him to shutup. but i chose not to give up.
during my study week, it was also the second week of my church 2 weeks morning prayer at HOG. waking up every morning its so tiring and i couldnt concentrate much in the afternoon cos i would be yawning away. i couldnt stay up late too. but i made a choice to go down and pray despite it all. my mum told me to stop going down in the morning and rest more at home, but i refused cos i believe, prayer will create my miracle! (yes, i need to put in the hardwork too!)
i prayed like mad.. i got my friends to pray for me.. i prayed everytime when i study..(like saying grace).. i really trusted in God that he must make the miracle for me! cos when people told me when i cant do it, i told them, my God will do the impossible for me! i was fearful at first.. thinking, what if i really couldnt get my A? like so malu.. but i prayed despite it all.. held on so tight to the verses like "nothing is impossible to him who believes.", "faith pleases God"
today as i got back my results, matt asked, so how did you do for HR?
i realised, I GOT AN A!
friends, indeed, my God works the impossible. PRAY and ask God for what you need. have faith that it will come to pass!
"my God shall supply all your needs according to His riches and glory in heaven"
confession is an act of faith. when i told people i will get my A.. no one believe.. but as long as you are willing to believe, he will move!
glory to glory, faith to faith.
my aim for NTU, GPA of 3.75! DHL by the end of year 2.
amen. God, i thank you! its really not me, cos i aint smart, its really God that moved!
my gpa for this sem increased from a gpa of 3.42 to 3.53! though its not alot, but step by step.. i am closer to my dream!
God, i really really thank you for seeing my through! with all of my heart, i thank you!
Wednesday, September 03, 2008 @ 2:08 AM
my body clock is screwed. really terrible. i am bright awake like as if it is 1pm now. oh man oh man.
i really wanna thank God for moving!
i was walking to the train station this afternoon to look for a job at the job agency and also to meet kel afterwards to go blading supposedly. i was walking and thinking, oh my.. what am i gg to do for the rest of the week?? jobless and broke cos my insurance premium is due soon.. just as i was walking, hui erl called! with yet another event job! for thomas and friend musical at expo! the pay is so far the highest pay i ever receieved! $8/per hour! and it just so happen to be gg on tml all the way till sunday. i will only for working for 3 days.. cos of service and cell! but i am really really thankful! :DD
last night, i manage to work out all my finances in an excel sheet. i feel proud of myself for the two beautiful and simple sheet i came up with.. now.. i need to figure out how to have 5 sources of income like what pastor preached! yes yes! but before anything, i need to clear all my debts! no more delays!
God, i need more jobs! better paying ones too! :DD
today i had a great time with kel. though we didnt do much but i miss just fooling and playing around with her. wanted to go skating, but it rained. :(( we had much fun in the rain anyway as i was trying to persuade her to buy poncho to wear!! later on, we became two cheaponanas.. sat at borders to read their overseas fashion mag! night time was spent at leslie's house mahjonging!
i need to sleep soon.. if not i wonder where do i find energy to play badminton and jackson and gang in the morning at 9am. but! i wanna pack my room!
Monday, September 01, 2008 @ 1:16 AM
sometimes, i feel like i am a 22 year old stuck in a 18 year old body and the stuff that i think doesnt quite compare to an ordinary 18 year old. chao lao man.
anyway, i think i am mean. like really mean. i always have this tendency to always judge or criticise people. esp people's girlfriend or boyfriend or tend to describe people in relation to animals.
like just now, i am friendstering since i am bored. so i came across this friend's girlfriend. hmm... i nearly fell off my chair when i saw the girlfriend's face. i cant quite imagine it... its none of my business luh and i shouldnt judge(afterall, i am single while she is attached) hahahas.
anyway, its been 3 days straight of people asking my when i am getting attached. man.. this topic is hot nowadays since pastor shared that we should get married at the age of 21-25. hmmm.. seriously, i wouldnt want to get attach so soon. firstly,i think i am busy enough. (dont i sound like an adult??)secondly,no one really caught my eye, i dont count crushes as potential partners.
some commented say its because my standards are too high. but i beg to differ. let me give you a brief list of what i look for, 1) Connected-ness/Chemistry 2) Character 3) Cash
i know you will faint at my last criteria. let me explain, i am not looking for bill gates' grandson or something. i mean, at least financial stability. like can afford to eat fish & co without having to skip meals for the next 2 weeks kinda thing. i am so tempted to type in car too. i know alot will say i am so materialistic but seriously....... i cannot imagine still having to take bus home after a late hangout or something. its really troublesome. at the end of the day, the one that i value most is still chemistry and character. if theres no chemistry/character, i wont even consider at all. there is no negotiation to this.
so...i aint materialistic!
typed so much just to prove my point. hahahas.
BTT is booked! yay! driver bing is on her way! i feel so unrealistc that day when i went to sign up for it. it feels like a dream and i cant match myself with the driver seat. looking around cdc, i feel like i dont belong here. all the driving teachers are like old uncles(lao tiko). anyway, i am gg to pass it man! first attempt! yay to me!
